la lalalala la la

Just a wonderful song... I'm in a good mood today, but this song gets me every time...

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
la lalalala la la
The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby
la lalalala la la


-found out some bullshit... but whatever! F THAT -- i dont care... liotf - my new motto!


"so many things i wanted to say, even thought its too late, I just want you to know..." new good song!!


little random i know... listenin a lot lately, thinkin as well... off to work, and back to seguin tonight - Rachel comes to visit tomorrow :)

first week is over!

So, i decided that I am not counting Student teaching as anything, so this is my real senior year, and i just ended my last first week of school :) it was a very interesting week, to say the least. I love my new apartment it is awesome - Sheryl is having surgery on Monday... so everyone say a prayer for her and Clifton. Softball - i still love this sport no matter what I say or do... so 2 miles is not so much fun, but I want a ring!!! Classes- AWESOME!!!!! thats all that can be said, a ton of work, but it is so interesting! Work - BLAH! kinda tired of it, its going to ware me out, but i need money! Boys - ______ exactly... nothing there.... ummm... the idea that one guy thought of braking it off with his g/f to get with me was flattering, but he's gone now... and as Angelica said.. I'm a big chicken and didnt say nething... i'm better off - Marie always knows best so i'll listen to the ole-lady... I had lunch w/Joanie on TUesday, and she had a stroke on her way home... everyone please pray for her, i love her so much, and i pray that she is getting better... she's the toughest lady I know!

not sure how i like the whole missing softball for work thing- but i'm also not sure bout how this softball thing is goin to work either... the new fish are great!! and the fab 5 will kick ass this year... i love playin w/y'all - lay it all out on the field! the only thing that matters once you enter those gates is to win... work hard to make sure that WINNING happens!

well... gotta work again tomorrow... i'm at home right now... wow i have a great personal life :)


-- oh yeah!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!! wish i coulda been there for ya kid... big 21 i owe u one now ;)

back in seguin

well... I'm back in Seguin, moved in for good on Sunday. I have hung out with Suz and Amy a lot... its been fun. Its not as bad as i was expecting. I love my apt. the rest of the people get back this weekend, but i'll be at work... as usual. This weekend at work it should be fun.
I found out that another friend of mine is going to the military... why are all these people going crazy.. the Marines... uv got to be kidding me :( well... i get to go eat lunch with Joanie today!! i'm very excited... :)

hmm

today was kinda good... work went well, and i went out with Konoa and Susie and Andrew and Raul... its so good to see Suz happy again ;) Andrew is awesome, glad they finally found their time. Konoa said that I was one of his best friends, which he is one of mine too, so it was cool...

umm.. so yeah, SHE IS FUGLY... at least I know that he doesnt care about looks :) too bad he seems to like hers :-\ but good news, he hasn't given her the ring, and is thinking about returning it :-D lol i better stop... nothin will happen, but its still fun ;)

I have a new boyfriend... LOL - how sad is that we made up a boyfriend for me today... lol it was funny, Marie said that his name has to be Scott, and Randy said that he is a Scott Peterson... lmao... sorry, no one else will get this, but its funny... thats sad...

well, i have to be at work nice and early tomorrow, then a late night, then a real early saturday... Andrea's wedding :) G-SQAD :) lol... well night night, ttfn

la la la

DJ played great in his game today... not sure it was worth waking up at 5:45 though... also had an alright day at work, but the work day started great... a tired young man needed a hug... good hugger :-\ not fair... then my ID didnt work, I had an employee quit, and we started the dinner late... so it wasn't great... but not bad


today i have an old friend on my mind, and i just want her to know that no matter how much we have grown apart, I will always be here for you, and I have my Old Navy sweat shirt ready most of the time :) jk - you are a tuff kid, and very strong, just remember that always

because of certain things that are goin on lately i have been thinking a whole lot about how lucky I am to have the best family in the world, I am not rubbing it in, I am just thanking GOD that I have been blessed with it.


:-D

woah

so today was kinda long, but fun at work i guess... everyone was in a good mood, so that was nice, and we finalized the plans for Andreas wedding :)

so one of my boys asked me today what i would have said if he would have asked me out last year... kinda akward convo... too bad i had no clue he liked me last year, but he is with Sara now and thats good... just kinda made me smile a bit u know--

Mary is having a going away party on the 14th :) Angelica invited hottie and told him to leave his sig-other at home :-D found my partner for the games ;) lol should be fun

tonight, i'm playin a game with dj... let me start at the begining... i'm suposed to be off work tomorrow- I was goin to go in to get hours and help out Robert and Konoa, no big deal, just like an easy 6 hours and it would be fun... well DJ got called while we were playin LIFE :) and there are pro scouts coming to watch him and his friend play in a game tomorrow... well BOO BOO is suposed to work, so i decide to take off work and go w/him to Georgetown and he kinda fibs about his work time to mom, and calls in for this "family emergency" lol so we're all ago... then Sara (one of the managers taht has to be at work if im not there) calls and says that she can't go in tomorrow--- what does that mean... Tiffany has to go in to DWS anyways... so i have to wake up at 5 to get D to Austin early- watch a baseball game while videoing for the brat, then get back to go to work... and I have to close - maybe he'll stay and help me :) - prolly not, he's prolly busy :( NEWAYS so yeah tomorrow will be busy... good news though! I beat DJ in LIFE :-D


well... i'm off to bed... have a great day tomorrow... CAN'T WAIT TILL 8-7 G-SQUAD for life... LMAO

today

today was better than last night... sorry bout that blog guys... i'm better now :)

kinda long day at work, not a lot of hours, but a lot of stuff to do- had a good massage at dinner... NOT FAIR!!! lol but all good

Went bowling wiht Annette and Konoa and DJ yesterday... that was soo fun- i miss that crazy girl A-Lo :)

well... i'm beat - so its bed time for me ttfn

i broke down tonight

So tonight I kinda broke down... i was talking to a friend about this boy that has really gotten to me when it hit me that I am completely alone. I have Brandi always, but she is hard to get in touch with (by the way I hope that everthing is ok) and Suz (which I am so glad we have gotten so close this summer) but in 2 weeks i will be moving back to seguin to my apartment. I am glad i have this wonderful place to live, but I will be cut off from everyone... and I am afraid that I will be forgotten about completely... I know this sounds retarded, and most of you will be like whatever, but its just how i feel... so anyway while I was talking to this friend earlier I just all of a sudden started crying (it has been a very long time since i have cried) and it jsut hit... 30 min later i now have finally stopped crying. I feel a lot better, but it scares me that I have not talked to this person, like actually me getting to talk about what is going on, in a very long time... about this time a year ago this person knew almost every thought that I had in my head, and I didn't feel like I was bothering her - guess maybe i prolly was though :) and I'm not saying that I felt that way today, but normally thats how it is... and this one person isn't the only one that this is happening with, almost all of my 'friends' I feel like they are just tolerating me when I try to talk to them, and it scares me cuz i wont even have the internet in my apartment to keep in touch with those people... OK so I am going to stop being all Poor tiffany... I'm pretty much feeling better, but this thing here does help me keep saine - and my bestest buddy said that this is her way of "talking to me" so if I had the oppurtunity to call jones right now, this is pretty much what i would talk about, so yeah... here it is, just said it to a few more people than normal

hope you all have a great day today (cuz its now a new day) I know I will... I get to go to work now... all my sickness is gone!!! YAY - hope he's there, hope its fun, hope she's gone :-

two days off :)

I had a great couple of days off work, kinda glad I get to go back tomorrow though. so I think I got Brandi sick while she was visitin last week, oops :-\

so bein home I've had a lot of time to think, and hang out with my mom :) I have everything for my apt. and Clifton is goin to help me move into it too... which is awesome cuz I love hanging out with him and Sheryl so i'm xcited :)

I was driving home today from the store and I heard an older song that I absolutely LOVE!!! and it kinda fits my mood lately, so I'm gonna put it here :-D cuz thats what I do

We've been friends for a long long time,
You tell me your secrets
And I'll tell you mine.
She's left you all alone
And you feel like no one cares,
But I have never failed you
I've always been there.

You tell your story
It sounds a bit like mine,
It's the same old situation
It happens every time.
Can't we see it, oh maybe you and me
Is what's meant to be,
Do we disagree...

What if I told you, what if I said,
That I love you.
How would you feel, what would you think,
What would we do.
Do we dare to cross that line
Between your heart and mine,
Or would I lose a friend
Or find a love that would never end.
What if I said...

She doesn't love you, oh it's plain to see,
I can read between the lines
Of what you're telling me.
He doesn't hold you the way
A woman should be held.
How long can I go on
Keeping these feelings to myself.

What if I told you, What if I said,
That I love you.
How would you feel, what would you think,
What would we do.
Do we dare to cross that line
Between your heart and mine,
Or would I lose a friend
Or find a love that would never end.
What if I said...

Oh, we've both had our share of loneliness,
So who's to say that we can't
Have a little happiness.
And if I found that in you
It would make my dreams come true,
Or would you walk away,
Hear what I have to say.

What if I told you, what if I said,
That I love you.
How would you feel, what would you think,
What would we do...

Oh, do we dare to cross that line
Between your heart and mine.
I've always wondered from the day that we met,
What if I said,
What if I said,

...What if I said...

OK, well I am watching Remember the Titans now I LOVE THIS MOVIE!!!