NOT SOON ENOUGH!!!

I know that everyone is sick and tired of me talking about my vacation, but I don't care! we leave on Saturday :) woo hoo!!!!

kinda tired of work, cuz i need a day off very badly... which I do get tomorrow :) lots of stuff to do that day, can't wait to see some people that I haven't seen in a long long time :)

unfortunately I have lots on my mind, but very little time gotta go to work, again -- ahh :) still kinda fun though... i get paid to watch other people work -- i like it!

ttfn

1 more week!

We are going on vacation in 1 week... woo hoo

today was kinda fun, i went to work early, and helped out my old picnic :) then I went to my job, when my parents showed up to say hi, well, since we had an extra table, I let them eat :) then i got off early and walked the park with them! saw boo boo at work :) he's a good ride operater lol -- it was fun


so we served a family a pitcher of bleach water today :( glad that htey didn't get sick, and that we caught our mistake early... avoided a big disaster!


suz sounded a lot better today, so that was good... hope all is good kid :)


I love the Skippy Snack Bar commercial :-D its got elephants in it!!! oooh oooh I found a store that has tons of elephant things in it at sea world.. that means I get 30% off of all merchandise :)


its the final stretch right now, I dont actually get a day off till Saturday, so 10 days straight of workin... hope i get a good pay check!


good day all... ttfn

:-\

good or bad??

good first -- I got to talk to Annette today!! woo hoo... I miss her, she's awesome, glad she's at home for the summer :)

the ehhh -- went to cowboys last night... not so much super fun, suz didn't have a good time, so I feel soo bad for her, I wish she could be happy.

the not so much good :( -- i have an employee that is bipolar, well i have a couple, but this one in particular is not doing well. She took a lot of excedrin tonight, and was throwing up a lot, and behaving like she was drunk. She told me that she has been doing that since her freshman year in hs (7 years now) I've only known her for like 2 months, but she has gotten a lot worse in this past week... I am scared for her, I dont know what to do. Right now I am just going to pray that she gets well soon, and hope you do too, she's an awesome person and i hope that she overcomes this hard time in her life.

this got me thinking somewhat... i have a great life, and I am lucky that I am healthy (somewhat)... luv u all... ttfn

woah

Senior year!

yes I know that I have realized that before, but today while watching Dawson's Creek, I thought... I had a shitty senior year of highschool, and if I stay on the track that I am on right now, I am pushing toward another shitty senior year, only this isn't highschool, this is college, and I refuse to have no-one to call when I come home from life.

from right now... I am vowing that I am going to have a kick butt(and safe) senior year!!!

unfortunately a super senior year will cost a bit of money, so I will have to have a long summer at work... lots of work, thats all I do :) good thing i like it

everyone is thinking "blah blah blah...tiffany is retarded" :) u know u love me

la la la

Life is a waste of time. Time is a waste of life. So lets all get wasted and have the time of our lives...

:) Work is great, tiring, stressful, and hot- but great!!

not too much to say... I can't believe that Andrea is getting married in like 2 months... I'm so proud of her, Brian is great so it's cool... they are getting a new house, right away (so jealous) Can't wait to see them again... Aug 7!

Stephanie is gettin married too!! hers is in July... She's so happy, and I'm so happy for her, I haven't met the groom, so i'll have to see :) She says hes great, and thats all that matters

Talked to Sarah (wink) Johnson today, she is awesome... she just got married to LJ... so very happy for them :)

Too many weddings happenin... but htey all deserve happiness... everyone does... who knows i might find someone some day ;) then you are all invited to my wedding :) Sheryl's goin to sing, and Priscilla is going to give a speech... shes going to be the drunken wedding singer... lol

well... im so excited cuz work is going so well, so i am going to go to bed because tomorrow is my first day off in a week, and I'm in desperate need of some T time.

ttfn

Sunday

Today was a long day at work... but it went good. a few of my employees got in a car accident, so that caused a little problem when they couldn't come in (they are ok though)

Talked to C for a bit today, that was fun, its been a while since we've chatted... he he he...

It is my mom's birthday and Fathers day on the same day, and i spent the whole time with the sea world crew---gonna have a good vacation though :) i'm goin to pay for the Kayaking tour :)

Goin to Cowboys on Wednesday... and gonna try to see Gretchen Wilson on Friday, Konoa said he'll go, so i gotta be there to see him all kikerd out :-D everyone should go wed... it'll be super fun


had to send an employee home today, it was sad, at least i had to find a way to tell him that he needs to improve his personal hygeine(spellcheck?) :( it was kinda sad

I'm looking for something new in my life, trying to find it... who knows... night all

new day

I LOVE THIS SONG, by Julie Roberts -- the courus is awesome!!

I'd sure hate to break down here
Nothin up ahead or in the rear-view mirror
Out in the middle of no where knowin
I'm in trouble if these wheels stop rollin
God help me keep me movin somehow
Don't let me start wishin I was with him now
I've made it this far without cryin a single tear
I'd sure hate to break down here


I have to sit through a 4.5 hour meeting today, then still go to work till 10:30 -- its otay they are payin me for it :) I get my paycheck today... next one will be way cool, $1 raise is fun :-D


well... hope you all have a great day... ttfn

day 2

I did it again

Why do I do the things I do? Why do I let myself get excited... disappointed as usual... Day 1, It has to go up from here :)

Had a great day at work today... that is the happy place for me... stuff goes wrong, and it still is fun!! Too bad they're takin my friend from me :( oh well... I'll still visit ;)

we are going kayaking on our vacation :-D and Whale watching... when we told DJ that we were going whale watching, he said "Don't you see whales every damn day at work, why do you want to pay money and drive thousands of miles to see what you can get paid to see??" just thought that was cute... I'm still xcited

Im goin to bed, hopin to have some great dreams!!!

Lyndie2271: you just have to sit back relax and let life bring to you what is best
Lyndie2271: sometimes...and once it comes your way then you take charge
Lyndie2271: and go after it

Brendalyn is super!!! glad we're friends

dG,ijwtbhfo,plibwh...amen

6-17

so if I ever have 9 kids shoot me!!! I had a dream that I had 9 kids, it was not so much fun... htey were all like a year apart... crazy!!! I'm starting to feel like Dobby with all my dreams

today is day one of M1 tiffany :) im excited, i get to do more work Woo :|

TODAY - not that I'll see or hear from him today, its just nice to know that he is safe at home, and not doing Army stuff, unfortunately he goes to Iraq when he leaves home :(

off to work I go :)

dG,plmbh,tiaiw,iwpuatgtt...amen

just relaxed

I got my promotion yesterday :) off for today and tomorrow!!

had a much better dream last night, i think i just needed to relax, and my bad dreams would go away... AK was right, as usual.

I am bored... I should have just gone to Houston, i need to be more spontaneous at times... oh well -

my friends come back from Australia in a week... can't wait to see the pictures

la la la this is boring! I am a boring person... im goin to lay down and watch the rest of Dawson's Creek then saved by the bell, the DAYS :) have a great day!

Today was so fun!!! we went tubing, it ended up being just me, Konoa, Priscilla, Cedric, and Albert (all from work) and we had a blast!!! after tubing we went to Pat's Place to eat lunch, hten on the way home we saw the sign for the wild life ranch, so we went to that too! I got to pet a zebra, it looked like Mr. Ed in my window, it was cute... it was just a fun day, i luv my employees :) they make me want to never go back to Seguin.

I know I'll make it through this final school year, but as every day goes by I dont want to... I just want to be done with it ALL!!! I am so thankful that I have Susie, she keeps me from going crazy!! Thanks SUZ you're the best!!!! I just hope that this year we wont have to wait for Christmas and Summer to catch up ;)

I also realized (again) how much I dont like Brandi being so far away and out of touch... there is a lot that she doesnt know right now, and I hate it!! I'm always at work when shes not and vise versa... maybe I will be making a Conroe trip one weekend soon, if she'll let me :D

So what do you do when you realize that you and your friends have almost nothing in common, nothing to talk about, and that they are pretty much all you have left? I guess with all the stuff that has been going on in my head I realize that I just need to go with what happens, and let fate lead my life in its direction, I have no control over it. (brandi this is a big reason that you need to be here!!! see what is hapening to me!!!)
I know that this sounds weird coming from me, especially if you know me, but its what I think now...

LAKERS JUST LOST!!!! WOO HOO!!!! GO PISTONS!!!!
--made today even better!!

well, this is long enough -- I am going to bed, I have an interview tomorrow, which is funny cuz they already said i got the job... lol... ttfn

:|

last night i had a crazy dream, and I didnt like it at all... first the whole pregnant dream, now i dream that the worst thing that I imagined for this upcoming week, came true-- I dont know what to think, are dreams just dreams, nothing realistic what-so-ever... i dont know!

today work was awesome, and tomorrow we are going tubing :) hopefully, if the river is down enough. well...im gonna try to have good dreams tonight, wish me luck -- goodnight all

Thursday

Its Thursday... I have to work today from 11-9:30.

Going tubing on Sunday don't know exactly what time yet, lots of people are hard to get organized, oh well... It'll still be fun!

1 week, in one week I hope and pray I get to see him, even though I doubt I will-- but that would be ok too... I decided that no matter what, this trip will change something between us. It will either be us realizing that there is absolutely nothing there between us, and we can both forget about each other, or something is there and we will figure out what that is... I can't handle the confusion, the wondering, the what-if's any longer... and I know which ever way it turns out to be, it will be best for me, and I will be happy afterward!!!


Momma gave the OKAY for our vacation, so it is 100% certain we are going... too bad the Red Sox game is already sold out, so we wont get to see that, but I'm trying to talk my daddy into agreeing to see a Yankees game :) it is not sold out, and I would LOVE to see that--


I had a dream that I was pregnant - kinda scary... AK you were very mad at me :( it was weird, and Crystal said "good, now I can have your beer" I'm a weirdo, but i thought it was funny and that you guys would laugh :-D


Today is a thinking day, so I'll probably write another time tonight, who knows... hopefully it doesnt rain any more and I can work all day and stay dry!

Lets think about what happend today... It rained again, so our first dinner was cancled... could they cancle the second dinner??? NOOOO so I had to work in the rain :( it was still a good day at work though -- I talked to Mike tonight for a little bit, I'm suposed to call him back later. He's a sweetheart... I'm glad that we are friends!

I have a game tomorrow, and I do not work at all!!!!! woo hooo!!!!
I hope it stops raining!!!

have you ever watched a movie with someone over the phone... its kind of fun...

goodnight all

today it rained

It rained today... a lot of rain today!! the weather type and the emotional type... fortunately teh weather is going to clear up soon, I just hope that the emotions will too.

another gooooood song

I've been feeling this emptiness for sometime
Trying make do
But my world has been so crazy
Living without u
I'm a man not ashamed to admit my falls
Now that I know
But the only thing that matters now
I should have never let u go
Now every night before I go to sleep, I pray
That the lord would someday some how
Send u back my way

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away

Couldn't understand many things in my life
And what u meant to me
Now I'm prepared to be everything that a man Is suppose to be
I don't wanna be alone no more
So then my heart can take it
That weeks have past
Since you've been gone
That I've thought that I could make it
Oh baby
So every night before I go to sleep, I pray
That the lord would one day somehow
Bring u back my way

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away
Baby don't know what else to say or do
Its hard to get through every night and everyday
Knowing I had u walk away
Its killing me inside
Feeling so strong I can't hide
So lord help me get through trying times
I'll do anything to have u back in my life

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it
Baby I miss u




hope you are all having a great week... MOnday is almost over :-D

I love u joanie, hope you are recovering well... you're my favorite old lady ;)

AAAAAHHHHH

so today was very hectic at work, but we did a good job!!

Im tired so i'll keep it short today... Hope everyone is having a good summer, and I miss most of y'all ;)


I asked Him to give me a sign, I am just hoping that I can do the right thing, even though I dont know what that is. I do know that my life is moving in the right direction right now, and I've helped it become this way by pushing hard for what I want, and accepting all the things that come my way... I think I need to continue on that road, and hopefully it will lead me to where I need to be!

dG, pbwJ,IlhaIptsmita, siaadnbwtihl, plhghs... amen!!!

next week, *deep breath* *sigh* *gulp* *smile*

ehh

I was so hyper today!! Like crazy... I was singing every Disney song I could think of... The good part is it got all my moody employees smiling and having fun :) I think I found the bedroom stuff that I want, UNFORTUNATELY it will cost about $1000 for bed, night stand, lamp, dresser, sheets, and comforter set... not tooo bad, but not cheap either... this is the site of what I want, malibu bed I want to know what u guys think --

lets see So I was dancing around to the radio this morning cuz we had country on, so of course if I'm hyper I'm going to be dancing!! Well, I told one of the older Spanish speaking ladies that I liked dancing... She said "are you sure you just like dance, you look like you are in love" I was like WOAH! then Marie said, if you're not in love, you are definitely in lust -- so I don't know what they are talking about, but I was just in a good mood... lol

saw Crystal and CC today at a softball thing, that was cool...

I found out today that a very close friend that has been fighting cancer is back into the hospital, so my prayers and thoughts are forever and always with Joanie, I love you lady!

10 - plmbs, amen

another day off

So 2 days off in a row... not so much fun. I was so bored all day! I get to go to work tomorrow again... how sad is that, I'm gone 2 days and I missed it, and from what i hear, my employees miss me :) not so much on my mind right now... did a count down today... 561 days until I graduate-- woah! thats kind of scary, but it seems sooo far away!! I want it to be now. So I used to think that I wanted to teach in this area, but the more I've been thinking that I want to teach far away from here... like way far! I'm looking into Arizona or somewhere in the New England area... I want to get away from here- and I'm going to make my parents move with me however, cuz they rock!!

so yesterday, i was telling my grandparents that I talked to one of hte whales... jsut kind of making htem laugh, and my aunt said "was the whale replying 'MOMMA'" not cool! but I dont like her anyways, so its all good... just thought i'd share!


"people come in our lives at certain times we have no control over and should not contemplate the situation bc it is our destiny that the things are occuring at the moment" - Crystal
-she's always tryin to make me feel better bout things.. thanks C


If knowledge is power and power corrupts, doesn't knowledge corrupt?

today was a great day off!! I went and spent time with my grandma and grandpa, they are both doing very well, so that was awesome!! then I had a softball game and Konoa came to watch... then my boss called, and I am now guaranteed my promotion... and it could come before next week! then most of our team went to Taco Cabana - that was fun, Konoa came to that too...

I got to talk to Brandi for a little while today, that was fun-- its going to be weird this comming year cuz she's all growin up and stuff! I am hopin to get to go visit the Jones' this summer so I can see her classroom... thats so awesome, I can't wait till I get a classroom... woo woo :)

its 12:00 so that means its 15!


Have a great day tomorrow everyone!!! I'm going to enjoy my second day off :-D



Did you know that Shakespeare invented the words 'assassination' and 'bump'.
- isn't that crazy? I thought it was interesting!

the end of an era

yesterday - I worked 13 hours in a row, the dinner sucked butt, we were late for the second one, one of my employees fainted, 2 others over heated and threw up, a little boy threw up... a nast day!! fortunately today was much better -- the even went awesome, the big boss said I did a good job... I think I am going to quit school and become a full time manager at sea world... LOL JK!!!
Fortunately I am off Wed and Thursday this week :)

I have a game tomorrow, Konoa is goin to go I think, which is cool.


I am going tubin next week! I need to get rid of my Sea World tan, so anyone who wants to go.. let me know if u wanna go, so far its me, konoa, boo boo and mario-- it'll be fun!

16 is the magic number today!!! i think the excitement is gone, and the nerves have kicked in... but its always better to regret the things you did rather than the things you didn't do :- -finish this thing once and for all!

well, Im goin to bed... headin out to my grandma's tomorrow-- can't wait!!!!


Ooo say the word
And I'll be yours
Say the word
So I'll be sure
That what I'm feeling goes for both of us...
Say the word
Open up
Say the word
What's the hold up
Beofe I go and give my heart away...
Say the word
Say the word
It's just four little letters
And if you really mean it
You've got me forever
And I've got so much love for you
That all you gotta do
Is say the word
And I'll be yours
Say the word
So I'll be sure
Say the word
And I'll be there
Anytime, anywhere