Thursday

Its Thursday... I have to work today from 11-9:30.

Going tubing on Sunday don't know exactly what time yet, lots of people are hard to get organized, oh well... It'll still be fun!

1 week, in one week I hope and pray I get to see him, even though I doubt I will-- but that would be ok too... I decided that no matter what, this trip will change something between us. It will either be us realizing that there is absolutely nothing there between us, and we can both forget about each other, or something is there and we will figure out what that is... I can't handle the confusion, the wondering, the what-if's any longer... and I know which ever way it turns out to be, it will be best for me, and I will be happy afterward!!!


Momma gave the OKAY for our vacation, so it is 100% certain we are going... too bad the Red Sox game is already sold out, so we wont get to see that, but I'm trying to talk my daddy into agreeing to see a Yankees game :) it is not sold out, and I would LOVE to see that--


I had a dream that I was pregnant - kinda scary... AK you were very mad at me :( it was weird, and Crystal said "good, now I can have your beer" I'm a weirdo, but i thought it was funny and that you guys would laugh :-D


Today is a thinking day, so I'll probably write another time tonight, who knows... hopefully it doesnt rain any more and I can work all day and stay dry!