shrug

today wasn't too bad... not good, but not bad. I got to talk to Brandi for a littel while, that was super! I wish I hadn't turned the tv on today, so I wouldn't have seen the WCWS, I was suposed to go, it was the graduation trip for Brandi and Crystal, CC and I were just goin for fun... Unfortunately, things changed, people changed, plans changed :-\ So of course thinking of all of us making our plans made me sad, because I do miss those days with the 4 of us being together all the time, I know that change is inevetable, but sometimes looking back, I wish things were the same. But now its too late, Brandi has her job in Houston, Crystal graduated and CC and I haven't been as close lately either... I guess most of all I miss all the laughter... OK OK thats enuff sad crap! Jones says we're goin next year... Crys does also... I hope things work out... Its my senior year, I want to go... I will go, even if I am going by myself!

So... work, not so much fun today, tomorrow is going to be a doozie, we have 2 dinners which means almost 400 people :( found out that i'll probably get my promotion in 3 weeks :-D that'll be nice

finish it? "I'm sure planning on it" -- hope so, hope so! (18)

Never mess up an apology with an excuse!

"Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret." - Ambrose Bierce

goin down... but still good :)

Today, work almost ruined my great week, but we pulled it out and I was proud of all my employees!!! but before work I went shoping with my mom and dad... we found every item of furniture that I am going to want in my apartment :) we picked it all out, and I was going on friday to put it in lay away (thats when i get paid) but when I got home, my mom gave me the reciept for all of my stuff, they put it in for me, paid $100 of it :-D they are great-- i'm going ot pay them back on friday, but it was still awesome that they help me out whenever I need it... I am a very lucky girl.

my furniture is not super awesome, but it all matches and it'll look kinda fun i think... you'll have to come visit me in August to see it ;) now all i have left for my apt is my bedroom stuff - I saw a bed today that had a fort under the raised bed, and from the bed there was a slide to get down... how cool is that! I want my dad to make me a "big kid" bed with a slide and a fort underneath. that'll be super... too bad mom said no :( i'll work on it :-D


Boo Boo and I played when I got home... we haven't gotten to wrassle (momma's words) in a long time cuz hes not here when i am, so it was fun... too bad hes growin up and can beat me now :-\


Life is not measured by how many breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
- finish it

day 5

Today continued the streak!!! it wasn't as awesome as the first ones, but still very good! first I got my letter that said I made the Dean's List :) I tried very hard this semester, so i was proud of myself... then when i got to work, my boss told me that I might be getting a promotion :-D which means $9.00 an hour instead of $8 -- so that was very fun. AND RIGHT NOW, at this very second Three's Company is on TV... thats my all time favorite show :-D man... this is fighting for my best week ever!

So to continue this wonderful week, im going to lay down and spend some quality time with Jack, Jannet, and Chrissy :)

so...

So yesterday was good too:) this is actually becoming creepy-3 very good days in a row, I'm shooting for 4 :-D

I went for a jog in the morning, felt awesome, then work went very well- then I went to far west with Susie... it was a lot of fun, tish, cc, brendalyn, john, natalee and stephanie were all there, so it was a great time!


I am not single, I'm romantically challenged -- thought that was fun

not much on my mind at the moment, so everyone have a great day... :-D smile

today's events

Today was very good... 2 great days in a row... kinda scary!
I went to seguin, had a great lunch with AK, I'm glad that we are friends, she is super... then I visited w/cc and brendalyn for a bit, they are silly girls, luv them to death. Then I got Crystal, and she went with me to sign my lease, and we just hung out all day, doin nothing, it was awesome! I miss our talks... I got to see my grandma, she is doing awesome, which is the best thing that could ever happen!! then we said hi to my friend Erin at her work... she goes to Australia soon, glad to see her before she goes. Then I went with C to get her brother, i love that little guy, just like he was my own brother... then sheryl called with 2 extra tickets to the WNBA game so Susie and I went to that, and we got to hang out with Clifton and Sheryl... before the game i had a softball game, we lost, but I went 3-3! Just a good day today :)

Suz and I had an awesome conversation on the way home from the Stars game, it is nice to have someone to talk to again... I luv ya susie!

Unfinished, yes it is...

You're a vessel, your a temple
You're a journey just begun
You're a young one who is running
You are destined to find love

And when you're lost, that's when you'll find me
We can't see till we are blinded
It's already all been decided
That one day you will
One day you will

the perfect day

If I have ever had a day that was close to perfect, today was it :-D 1. I got to talk to Jessimica for like 30 min, 2. work was great! it was my first day as manager by myself, and my boss said I did an amazing job :) 3. I heard from the little boy I babysat when i was younger, whom i havent talked to in like 3 years, 4. I get to eat lunch with my friends tomorrow :) 5. someone special said he has some unfinished business with me (not sure what that means, but to get to talk to him twice in one day is awesome in itself)

So today rocked, then I get home, and i get this email from a dear old friend, Annette, and I love it, so its gonna be on here :)

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. I'll Always Be There In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You
can count on me. I will give you a wink, Until you smile, give you a hug, And stand by your side. I'll be there for you till the end, I'll always and forever, be your friend!

Today is an awesome day, I am going to try to have just as great of a day tomorrow, I hope you do too :-D

why do we have put titles on everything?

How come when you are driving through a neighborhood looking for an address, you turn the radio down?

just a great song,

You've been a part of my life so very long
It's hard for me to believe sometimes, you're really gone.
I tuck your memory away in my special hiding place,
Just hoping no one can tell by the look on my face,
That you're still in my heart, always on my mind.
A part of my everyday.
Like just last night, I went out for a bite,
An' I tried to have fun with all my might.
But even the laughter, it wasn't much of a break,
'Cause right in the middle of my strawberry shake,
Bobby Joe walked in with a couple of friends,
And said: "Hey man, have you seen her at all man,
"Like, where's she been?"

And it, struck a nerve, and it, hit a vein:
You'd think from all the tears I cried,
And this broken-hearted pain,
I wouldn't have to carry you around with me,
But it seems like everywhere I go,
There's somebody wants to know,
Where you've been, and are you comin' back again?
I swear, I can't take you anywhere.

So I left all alone. I just headed on home.
As I listened to the messages on my telephone:
There was one from my sister and one from an old friend
"Hey man, I drove by your house tonight, dude,
"But, er, you wasn't in.
"Just checkin' up on you boy, I hope you're doin' alright.
"Oh, by the way man, I seen her last night."

And it, struck a nerve, and it, hit a vein:
You'd think from all the tears I cried,
And this broken-hearted pain,
I wouldn't have to carry you around with me,
But it seems like everywhere I go,
There's somebody wants to know.
Where you've been, an' are you comin' back again?
I swear, I can't take you anywhere.


i wish i was creative enough to come up with that kind of stuff... but i'm glad someone else is...

:) have a great day

Life

Got off work early today :) Made almost $200 on the weekend :) didn't get to see my two birthday buddies though - happy birthday rachel and crystal... I got my schedule for the summer... so if anyone wants to do anything on Wednesday days I'm off, but i have softball games those nights :D

So a year ago today was my 21st birthday :D some ppl know what that means... wow have things changed since this exact time last year! I've been alive for 21 years, and this past year has held the most changes of all... not bad, just different

Ever wonder why you do some of the things you do? Most kind deeds are gone unnoticed, Most sacrifices are one-sided, and Most of your friends will drop you as fast as another, more fun opportunity comes about. But I'm still optimistic (even thought I can't spell) I think that all good deeds are rewarded, there is always someone there that is willing to make a sacrifice for you, and Real True friends will take you along to the better place, or will suffer there with you :-) I have a few very close true friends!!! I luv you guys :-)


blah blah blah --

so I wondered: what if you are in Hell, and you get mad at somebody... where do you tell them to go??

and since wool shrinks in the wash i was wondering why sheep don't shrink when it rains? hmmm



countdown is starting soon... *nervous sigh* :D

today

Today was my first day of actually being manager at work... I liked it :) Unfortunately I missed Crystal's bday party so I could make $80 bucks today... hope it was fun and everyone was there.
Another thing... I just want to say fart on Sea World... I was |--| this close.. and he is still HOTTT -- but nothin more -- good to see all my friends today (the ones that are still there)
one girl today tried to steal some Kool Aid from our boss's desk for our dinner break... lol... too bad it was Jello mix, so those dumb butts were drinking jello as kool aid... wow it was funny... guess you had to be there, but whatever
My bestest friend Brandi is in Florida... I was suposed to be there, but I chose to work again... I have an apartment to furnish, and I want it to be cool... I doubt that it will be, but im goin to try :)
As said by Crystal, I've been kinda deep lately... there are a lot of different reasons. Her statement got me thinking and I have found a few different reasons for my recent attitude. first is one that only few people know, and that is kind of important - lots of thinking involved, and a ton of emotions - in 1 month that'll be better I hope. Second is the fact that I am trying to figure out why things happen the way they do... a lot of things have changed in the past 3 weeks, but I do think they are for the better, its just kind of hard to accept those changes...I think I have done a good job (a lot better than last time) Thirdly, and possibly the most deep causing moments is the fact that I am now a senior in college, in 3 semesters, i will be out of school and will have to grow up... the part that is weird, is that i wish it was now. I'm tired of college, and all that goes with it.
I have one more softball season, i want to do well, I can't have another season like the last one... I'm so very glad that we did awesome as a team, and that is all that matters, I just hope I can contribute a little more next year to get us to that next step!
This is long, boring, and Im sure that no one read it all, so I'll stop - I'm happy, I am -- thinking is such a wonderful thing at times.

If a word in the dictionary were misspelled, how would we know??

hmmm?

Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultry?

there are a lot of upset people right now... But as far as I know I'm not responsible for any of it.. that is a new wonderful feeling :) I get to go to work today, can't wait! went to Cowboys last night, saw a friend from my frist high school.. it was crazy, but fun, he was a great dancer ;) everyone have a great day, remeber a true friend is there for you even when you dont need them, but dont forget about them when u dont need them... that'll push them away and you'll have no one at all :-(

have a great day... smile :D

la la la

Do vegetarians eat Animal Crackers?? ponder that :)

Wednesday

Today is wednesday, the middle of the week. I start work on friday, we're goin out on Thursday and htere is absolutely nothing to do today. Which is horible because just sitting around makes me think way too much. But now i have this thingy and Im sure that no one reads it, but it is still somewhat comforting to get thoughts out of your head. My life is good right now, I dont have anything bad going on. Friends: I spend most of the time alone, which I like. My best fried just graduated and is getting a job in Houston, which is what she wants so I'm happy for her. Most of my other friends are just around, and im sure if I absolutely needed someone to hang out wiht I could find one, but for now it'll be me Suz and Sarah Perez goin to cowboys all summer :) School: is out :) thank goodness... i have 3 semesters left in college then I'm out on my own. I have an apartment for next school year. Softball: The team did good this season, we won first in our division. There is only hope for next season :) we are goin to miss playin wiht Kelly and C, but they'll still be around tryin to tell us what to do ;) Work: I'm working at sea world, I can't wait to start again, I need money and I miss my friends there. I get to be the manager this year at Dining with Shamu... woo woo :\ Its fun stuff thought. Love Life: HA HA HA we all know thats a joke... its not bad though, this school year i did some things that weren't so great (not too aweful) but I was not me... that's changing. I dont know why, but I'm looking forward to June 17, I dont know if anything will happen, but It'll still be fun :) Well... thats all that is going on that i feel like sharing.

Thought I'd get one too

So I decided since everyone else in the world has a blog, or some kind of online journal, so I decided to have one... I'm at home for the summer, which for the first time in the 3 years I've been in college, I am so happy to be here. I think that I just need some time away from Seguin. It seems like it is always raining there, and I need some sunshine. I got my own apartment for next semester :) I think it'll be good to be away from everybody... Although I'm sure it'll be kinda lonely at times. But no biggie, that's a feeling I'm used to :\
I'm goin to work at sea world again, but this year I get paid more :)
This past softball season went very good... We won our division which is awesome!!! I am proud of all the girls... I went to the USA softball game yesterday with the girls, I had a good time.
"I believe there is that one perfect person to complete you" but that's a complicated subject that'll last for way too long -- Time to go hit... I'll try to put somethin on here on occasion who knows :) have a great day