today

Today was my first day of actually being manager at work... I liked it :) Unfortunately I missed Crystal's bday party so I could make $80 bucks today... hope it was fun and everyone was there.
Another thing... I just want to say fart on Sea World... I was |--| this close.. and he is still HOTTT -- but nothin more -- good to see all my friends today (the ones that are still there)
one girl today tried to steal some Kool Aid from our boss's desk for our dinner break... lol... too bad it was Jello mix, so those dumb butts were drinking jello as kool aid... wow it was funny... guess you had to be there, but whatever
My bestest friend Brandi is in Florida... I was suposed to be there, but I chose to work again... I have an apartment to furnish, and I want it to be cool... I doubt that it will be, but im goin to try :)
As said by Crystal, I've been kinda deep lately... there are a lot of different reasons. Her statement got me thinking and I have found a few different reasons for my recent attitude. first is one that only few people know, and that is kind of important - lots of thinking involved, and a ton of emotions - in 1 month that'll be better I hope. Second is the fact that I am trying to figure out why things happen the way they do... a lot of things have changed in the past 3 weeks, but I do think they are for the better, its just kind of hard to accept those changes...I think I have done a good job (a lot better than last time) Thirdly, and possibly the most deep causing moments is the fact that I am now a senior in college, in 3 semesters, i will be out of school and will have to grow up... the part that is weird, is that i wish it was now. I'm tired of college, and all that goes with it.
I have one more softball season, i want to do well, I can't have another season like the last one... I'm so very glad that we did awesome as a team, and that is all that matters, I just hope I can contribute a little more next year to get us to that next step!
This is long, boring, and Im sure that no one read it all, so I'll stop - I'm happy, I am -- thinking is such a wonderful thing at times.

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