Today at work everything that could go wrong went wrong... then I found out that Konoa is moving to Houston... why are all my friends in Houston and I am not?!? It was a hard day to do anything... I'm stealing the words of a friend, because they say it perfectly
"you know...buck and I weren't very close but today I feel this unexplainable emptiness"
there were so many stupid things today that reminded me of her... there is a memorial for this wonderful person Saturday at 9... I pray that it is a beautiful service to honor such an amazing kid...

It is so hard to even smile when I know that there are so many people suffering and that one person could have been suffering so much to make the decision to leave this world... i miss knowing that she would be certain places, i miss her very spontaneous arrivals at places, and most of all i miss the way that she could make you laugh with jsut a look... I hope Sarah Leigh is happy now